Im Just Saying

meow

In the darkest of days

I see your face, lighting up this room

This room full of my failures and shameful disgraces

It is the only thing that keeps me hanging on

Hanging onto a hopeless hopefulness

 Eyes crying out in the dark

Eyes piercing through the inner workings of my heart

Seeing the unseen

Clinging to the part of me that use to be…happy

Keep that piece

That piece of my soul, that you stole that day

Keep the memories

The memories of what use to be

Use to be you and me

Scars so deep

So deep I can still feel them piercing my skin

Lines so thin

Yet so full of sorrow

Sorrow for the longing of more tomorrows

Keep that piece

That piece of my soul, that you stole that day

Keep the memories

The memories of what use to be

Use to be you and me

Irrefutable love, impossible dreams

A tragic tragedy.

Irrefutable love, impossible dreams

A tragic……..Tragedy

You were what I thought I needed

You exceeded any possible description of human beauty

So keep

Keep that piece of my heart that piece of my soul

Those memories

Those memories of what use to be

Use,to,be you and…me

Starting to write again, more song like then anything else. its funny how i cant really write anything until i am not stuck in my own head. until i am disoriented enough to let the feeling cover like a cocoon. 

Face the facts

We are all living in perfect image world

Afraid to face

All of our mistakes and lies

We are little worms

Digging our own graves

Waiting for the rain

To come and wash us away

Face the facts we are little children

Outlining our lives

With chalk on a playground

When the stars stop shining

And the waves stop crashing

When everything in life seems to colliding and thrashing

With nothing to hold onto

With nothing to keep us grounded

But our lies and fake identities

We are little children

Outlining our lies

In white chalk on the fuckin playground

We are worms

Digging our own graves

Waiting for the rain

To come and wash us away

Just one thing

One thing I need to know

Before the hourglass of our lives destroys us

There is one thing one thing I need to know

Was I really,

                                     Really the reason you had to go.